Thursday, June 30, 2011

...my day in the hospital...





It feels as if I have been MIA here for a while, when, in fact it has just been a couple of days.  What I thought was a simple case of sun stroke seemed to drag on with symptoms of dizziness, nausea, weakness, chills and sweats for a couple of weeks.  Finally I gave in, realizing I had misdiagnosed myself, and visited a doctor.  When he saw very high blood pressure readings as well as my other presenting symptoms, he insisted I go to the hospital. 

I was admitted to the hospital for observation and had many tests done - CAT-scan, ultra-sound, electrocardiogram, blood tests - the works - and am happy to report that all is well.  I was relieved to learn that the symptoms are not signs of any underlying serious illness. 

During the day of tests, they re-hydrated me, added some potassium to compensate for surprisingly low levels, and I left at the end of the day with some good advice and a couple of prescriptions from a thorough Doctor.  Phew ...  I am already feeling much better. 

For my dear American friends who live in a country where illness requires a very large bank account or fund drives by concerned neighbors to raise money to pay for tests and treatments, I would like to use this experience to give you a glimpse of what it is like to benefit from universal health care.  The main thing is that not once did I ever have to think about money or insurance when visiting the doctor or having tests in the hospital.  I walked into both places and presented my government issued health card.  That's it.  That's all.

-  no one inquires about my insurance carrier and what my insurance policy will cover
-  no one verifies my ability to pay if I have no insurance
-  no one asks if I think I can afford an expensive test
-  no one has to deny themselves adequate health care because they cannot afford it

Yes, with the aging baby-boomer generation hospitals here are overcrowded.  And yet, the biggest wait I had, was when I first arrived.  I waited three hours after triage, to see the doctor.  When everything is covered, I am never going to complain about a three hour wait.  Of course, if I had been in need of immediate attention, I would have been triaged higher on the list and received the attention I needed. 

After seeing the doctor, I was assigned a bed in an observation ward and from there I had orderlies buzzing me around to all the different departments in the hospital for various tests.  My husband had to leave for a while to attend to business and I asked how he would ever find me when he returned - being moved to so many different departments.  I was informed that he just has to ask at the desk because all the movements throughout the hospital of each patient are tracked by computer. 

I could not have anything to eat until the tests were completed.  Five minutes after arriving back in the observation ward after the tests, a small lunch arrived designed for an irritated nauseous stomach.  I could not believe the timing.  I was informed that using the computer to track the location and immediate needs of the patient accounts for the good attention.

Once while having chills, an orderly walking by asked if I would like a blanket and came back in seconds not only with a blanket, but one that must have come out of a warming drawer.  It was so warm and comforting.  It felt like I was in a luxury hotel - well, sort of ...

I never had to wait on my gurney for more than ten minutes when wheeled to the various departments for tests.   Both periods of more lengthy waiting that I experienced, were waiting for the doctor.  Other than that, I couldn't believe how well organized everything was. Perhaps other people have horror stories about their hospital experiences.  Both this time and when I had a little operation for my broken arm last October, I was amazed by the efficiency, speed, attention to detail and kindness with which I was treated.  Not once did I ever have to think about cost - it does not even enter one's mind and eliminates much unneeded stress.  Yes, we do pay for this care in our taxes - and, to my mind, it is worth every extra penny. 

I hope one day those in your country opposed to free, universal health care for all will soften their hearts, and begin to think first of the citizens rather than the corporations for which so many of them lobby.  I feel so sad when I hear politicians try to convince many of the very people who so desperately need government with a social conscience, that they should vote for no government involvement in their lives, no increase in taxes and always insist on lower government spending.  (These ideals seem to apply to the population and not to wars - which, of course, boost the economy.) 

A moral and social conscience requires that we care about the well-being of our neighbors and that we be willing to extend ourselves on their behalf.  I'm so glad to live in a country with such universal, social sensibilities.


 

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

...a little magic...



 

"Contained in this short Life
Are magical extents..."

~Emily Dickinson


(The above image was digitally created with three copyright-free images from the Web.)


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If you use textures in your digital photo editing,

check out Your Sunday Best, a photo challenge

hosted by my friend, the talented Nancy at A Rural Journal.

I have it on good authority that she is hosting a giveaway of

a great collection of thirty-six textures!











Saturday, June 25, 2011

...sometimes I need to remind myself...






"Of all the liars in the world, sometimes the worst are your own fears."

~Rudyard Kipling


(Do you see the word "liar" in the image?)




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If you use textures in your digital photo editing,
 check out Your Sunday Best, a photo challenge
 hosted by my friend, the talented Nancy at A Rural Journal
 I have it on good authority that she is hosting a giveaway of
a great collection of thirty-six textures!


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Wednesday, June 22, 2011

... waterworks ...

Three photos and a painting of mine that are digitally processed adding textures and photographs of water. 

 Hope you are enjoying sweet summer days with your loved ones.



Artists do not emerge from a formless world
but from their struggles against the forms imposed by others.

~Andre Malraux














I want to describe myself
As a painting that I saw
A few feet off, and close up,
As a word I finally understood,
As a pitcher I use every day.
As the face of my mother,
As a ship that took me safely
Through the wildest storm of all.

~Rainer Maria Rilke



Saturday, June 18, 2011

a profusion of peonies



Right now this is the most fragrant part of our property.  As you approach this flower bed you are hit by a wall of fragrance wafting from the white and pink peonies.  They are so lush and heavy it is impossible for them to remain upright, inspite of our efforts to support them.

I have a couple of shots of this area of our garden (poor shots - because it was very hot and as my forehead perspired my glasses fogged up and I was too lazy to find kleenex to wipe my brow and glasses so I could make the required adjustments - blah, blah, blah - but you get the idea of the setting from which I gather my peonies) and then a few creative manipulations where I apply some of my home-made textures to these gorgeous specimens.  Talk about gilding the lily!













Below are some of my 'artistic' edits of these peonies.  Since I have noticed that people sometimes like to identify their favorites, I will number them to make it easier for you.  :)  You can click on the images for a larger view.


1.  Sharpened and a Filter adjustment - no texture.



2.  Some adjustment for light and the addition of a texture with French script describing a love affair.



3.  A different texture and adjustments to give a bit of a painterly feel.



4.  Cut peonies lying in my studio.  A texture (presently offered as a free download HERE) blended in Screen mode in PS.



5.  Now here I am really gilding the peony!  This is a texture of mine made with a copyright-free image from The Graphics Fairy.



6.  The addition of a dark, rich texture (par moi) where I chose to leave quite a bit of it on the flowers.



7.  A different texture of mine with French script.  (You can download this one for free on my other blog.)



8.  Here are 'spent' peonies.  I have discovered that faded, old flowers make fabulous subjects for photo art.  This is a dark texture, but blending alters away much of the darkness, leaving only textured interest.



9.  Another of my textures made with my own photographs and material downloaded for free from The Graphics Fairy.


Happy Father's Day
to all the dear Dads out there!





Thursday, June 16, 2011

...burning...






"Joy is the inevitable result of a heart burning with love."

~Mother Theresa



"Vomiting is the inevitable result of a body burning with sun stroke."

~bmz


After a couple of hours of foolish sun worship on Tuesday, I was felled that night by the retching that comes from a touch of sun stroke. 

My face is burned from getting too close to the sun during the day, and veins have burst all around my eyes from relentless heavings in the night.  I am a scary, swollen, glowing vision to behold.  Don't worry - no pictures will be posted to frighten or disgust you! 

It is disconcerting to enter a room to see people politely trying to stifle curiousity and/or laughter at the sight of me.  When I pass a mirror - I have to join them!  Feeling almost as bad as I look, I am trying to atone for such wanton abuse of my body by giving it lots of liquids and lots of rest. 

Any time in front of the computer screen seems to bring on more nausea and dizziness, so I will sign off and re-enter the blogging conversation soon. 

Hope every one of you is well and looking forward to a lovely summer weekend. 


***If you love textures, a new one is posted for free download on my other blog
      Pixel Dust Photo Art.
      Do hop over there and pick up Your Friday Freebie!




Tuesday, June 14, 2011

...obligation...





"Obligation is the weight of your own unacknowledged desire to please."

~ Ken Wilber

Friday, June 10, 2011

...but...what then?








"The acceptance of oneself is the essence of the moral problem and the epitome of a whole outlook on life.  That I feed the hungry, that I forgive an insult, that I love my enemy in the name of Christ, all these are undoubtedly great virtues.  What I do unto the least of my brethren, I do to Christ. 

But what if I should discover that the least among them all, the poorest of all the beggars, the most impudent of all offenders, the very enemy himself are all within me and that I am the one most in need of the alms of my own kindness, that I am the enemy who must be loved -- what then?"
                                                                                    
 ~ Carl Jung





(You can left click on the images to get an enlarged view.)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

... sparkle and shimmer ...




(left click on image to enlarge)





(left click on image to enlarge)





The two larger images above were digitally crafted from
 this photograph of glass stones.




If you use textures in your photo-editing, I am giving away two new ones HERE.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

...images and Emerson...





"The universe is the externalization of the soul."

~Ralph Waldo Emerson





"Time and space are but...colors which the eye makes, but the soul is light."

~Ralph Waldo Emerson



Monday, June 6, 2011

... letting be before letting go ...





Let yourself be in the emotion.  Go through it, give into it, experience it ... Then the most powerful energies become absolutely workable rather than taking you over, because there is nothing to take over if you are putting up no resistance.

~ Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche






We must let go of pain.  Ideally, by entering into it we become able to breathe so much freedom from within the pain that the deepest letting go can truly occur.  For this to happen, the naming of the pain, the letting it be pain for awhile, is essential.


~ Matthew Fox
American Priest and Theologian




Friday, June 3, 2011

This is gov't BY and FOR the people?



I don't usually post about anything political, but my DH showed me an article he read in the June 5, 2011 edition of "Bloomberg Businessweek" written by Drake Bennett that just boggles my little mind. 

I will quote some excerpts of the most salient portions of the two-page article to see if you are as astounded by this as I:

"A 'campaign promise' is not exactly an oxymoron, but of all the pledges a person can make -- wedding vow, blood oath, playground pinkie swear -- it's the least dependable...Recent American politics has had one remarkable exception to the rule: the Taxpayer Protection Pledge.  Administered by the Washington-based Americans for Tax Reform and created by the organization's found, Grover Norquist, the pledge binds its takers to oppose 'any and all efforts' to increase marginal income tax rates and to protect tax deductions and credits.  Two hundred thirty-three of the 240 House Republicans have signed it, as have 40 of the 47 Republican senators.  Two House Democrats and one Senate Democrat...are signatories... All of which would be meaningless without the omerta-like fidelity with which pledge takers stick to their vows once in office...

"As the federal government brushes against the debt ceiling, putting at risk everything from the nation's ability to provide prescription drugs for its seniors to a robust national defense, politicians on all sides agree that failure to reach a compromise could be catastrophic.  Yet congressional Republicans have remained nearly monolithic in opposing tax increases as part of the solution ... It's a triumph for Norquist's pledge and the world view it represents ...

"Grover Norquist has no real precedent in American politics.  A single unelected actor with a single issue, he holds immense power over the Republican Party's fiscal platform, and, through it, the national policy debate.  'I don't know of anyone outside of government who has had this kind of influence on politics before,' writes Columbia University historian Alan Brinkley ... 'He's sui generis, I think, not a politician, not visible very often in the media, but remarkably powerful'...

"Over the years, Norquist has taken it upon himself to punish pledge breakers by organizing and fundraising for their opponents in Republican primaries.  When reelection isn't looming, he hectors them...."

(bolding added)


Grover Norquist (on the right) whispering in the ear of Senator Orin Hatch, in above image.


Norquist has not been elected to any governmental position and yet he wields enough influence to make a majority of Republican congressmen, congresswomen and senators sign and keep his 'pledge' to not cast any votes to raise taxes (which according to Obama's promises would be taxes only upon the wealthiest Americans).  It matters not where the debates go between branches of government, or what is said by either party on the floor of the House, a majority of members have already pledged to the unappointed, unelected Norquist how they will vote.  

I'm still shaking my head in disbelief.

... embrace a poem this weekend ...







In poetry is a solution to everything.

~Pier Paolo Pasolini



How does the ordinary person come to the transcendent?
Study poetry.

~Joseph Campbell



No place, not even a wild place, is a place until
it has had that human attention
that at its highest reach
we call poetry.

~Wallace Stegner



P.S.  If you are interested in a new free "fabulous" texture for your digital photography projects check out my other blog, Pixel Dust Photo Art.


Thursday, June 2, 2011

A Comment Solution Worth Giving A Try



I know I have been whining about Blogger's ongoing "Comment" problems.  But please bear with me for one more post - one that may have a solution to the problem.   I just stumbled upon what appears to be a solution.  If you have been struggling commenting or noticing that you are not getting as many comments as usual, you may want to use and share this solution.
(If the steps below don't help, you can follow the suggestion Lorenzo of The Alchemist's Pillow gave me in a private e-mail:  "When blogger asks you to "Select Profile" before you can publish a comment, select "Anonymous" and your comment will publish."  You just have to remember to sign your name if that is not your habit!)


Lori at Family Trees May Contain Nuts put up the post today about how to solve the commenting problem.  She learned about it from the blog Living In France who learned about it from .... Well, I can't give credit and link ad infinitum - the main thing is to solve the problem. 

I followed the simple directions found at Living In France's current post (link above) where, after news about her son's eighth birthday, she shares the steps that will allow you to comment again.  Hallelujah!

Here are the steps from "Living In France" as I took them:

*  Tools>Internet Options>Delete temporary files, cookies etc.

*  Go to your Blogger Home Page to sign in BUT before you sign/log in click the F5 key on your keyboardTHEN sign in, BUT do not click the "Stay Signed In"/"Remember Me" box.  

***** After deleting the cookies,  and clicking F5..... in order to "sign in", I first had to "sign out", then I signed in and had to unclick the "Stay signed in" box.*****

It seems to be working - so far so good.  Let me know with a comment if it works for you!  Good luck.

Isn't it wonderful how we help each other out in this blogging community?!!   Thanks everyone!    :)

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

... vertigo ...




(Created par moi from copyright-free images on Web)


"Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves."

— Milan Kundera (The Unbearable Lightness of Being)



"The Greek word for "return" is nostos. Algos means "suffering." So nostalgia is the suffering caused by an unappeased yearning to return."

— Milan Kundera (Ignorance)



"And therein lies the whole of man's plight. Human time does not turn in a circle; it runs ahead in a straight line. That is why man cannot be happy: happiness is the longing for repetition."

— Milan Kundera (The Unbearable Lightness of Being)

 
 
"...for there is nothing heavier than compassion. Not even one's own pain weighs so heavy as the pain one feels with someone, for someone, a pain intensified by the imagination and prolonged by a hundred echoes."

— Milan Kundera (The Unbearable Lightness of Being)